I just wanted to say hi. And talk about me for a minute.
(Btw, I know the little archive thingy says this is my 100th post, but it's only day 98... there were a couple of days in there where I had a lot to say.)
I watched Oprah yesterday, did you? I probably shouldn't have. The episode was called The Truth About Motherhood. All these ladies were talking about how hard being a mom is, and having to reinvent themselves after having a child, and all the things no one told them about motherhood before hand.
While I was watching I was torn in two different directions. I could relate to the difficult days and the learning curve stuff. But I am also really happy being a mom, and a stay-at-home-mom at that. I don't feel like I've had to reinvent myself. I don't feel like I had to give up my identity. Yeah, I've given stuff up... like teaching... or being able to make more than three stops on any given outing. And I have made adjustments to my schedule for nap-time and feedings. But ultimately, I am really enjoying just being with my little girl, watching her change and grow. I am
her teacher now.
(I'm sure I'm not saying anything terribly coherent, and I am certain there is a point in there somewhere, but it's probably not very clear. I wish I could tell stories, like
Niki, or write in clear thoughts, like
Beth, or with beautiful sentences, like
Linda.)
I do have to say, all the time I spend at home with Lil
is super nice for making messes. And with Jacob out, it's all the messier since I don't have to put my sewing machine away. ever.
Speaking of messes, wait... I think I mean craftiness. I am contemplating (read: dreaming of) starting up an etsy shop. I like being the Craft Maven, lol, and making things. And my girlfriends are always telling me, "you could sell those!" (whatever
those are) I'm trying to figure out what it is that I want to sell. Of all my creations you have seen me post, is there anything you think people would buy?
Maybe I'm just blowing smoke.
Maybe I should just stick to being a dreamer. :)